I frankly am not in the mood to update, but I feel obliged to the people that have constantly been praying for me all these while.
My 2nd chemo was almost a replica of the first one, although I feel that the side effects might kick in a bit earlier this time around. Even now, I am already feeling sick.
What I expect to happen within a week from now is alopecia. Which is an inevitable side effects of chemotherapy, usually 2-3 weeks after the first dose. Let's see what happens.
But what I am more concern of, is my white cell count level. I really need to look after the food that I eat, and the environment I'm in. A week from now, I will be more neutropenic than before.
Insya Allah, I won't lie that I have a possibly difficult period ahead, what more with the impending finals in just over a week's time. But as a Muslim, I adhere strongly to what Allah has promised in His holy scripture:
"Allah does not burden any human being with a responsibility heavier than he can bear." [Al-Baqarah:286]
HasbunAllah wa ni'malwakil. Allah alone is sufficient to me.
p/s: A special thanks to Jep for preparing nasi telur ayam for my lunch today. I can confirm that the nasi telur is probably the first ever meal he has prepared personally for me without anyone else's help. =)